Why Have You Not Come Back ?

September 10th, 2006

- To those who loving; wait

I have always loved you…
Through the many days, and nights, and times
That you have left me;
Alone

You said,
“This is my last voyage,
with torn sails, I book my final passage
In the spring you’ll greet my safe returning
the spring is right for new tides renewing…”

I asked,
“When will you come back
do you at least know…..
That all the time lost to us
will never be recaptured?”

The spring has gone; a long time passed
And dead leaves of Fall crackle in the chimney
Seeing nature so pretty at this time
I suddenly lapse into old dreams,
Shivering for the warmth of you; and love
Your soul haunts me, yet I possess only emptiness

I will love you always….
And will hold you in my heart
You have gone; and now I must leave too
And from you, my devotions must depart
Into closets like vague shadows
That cannot tempt me more with their sore arts

I must return to the world and it’s marvels
And warm myself to another flame
I am not one who can die of sorrows
I don’t have the virtue of a sailor’s mate

“Why have you not come back ?”

Gabrielle Lenoir

9-10-06

by gabrielle lenoir
Author’s comments:
A reflection on an old french song that imprinted itself long ago, on my seveteen year young heart

Intermezzo For The Web

September 10th, 2006

Oh, please do take the time to write me
In successive whorls that fill each page
Not in staccato jots or titillations
Whose ejaculations so quickly fade

Opine to me electric urges
Conduct me with your wise baton
And the soul of your very life’s libretto
My lips will confess into love songs

Weave for me the kind of magic
That resonates where each word is hung
Like a harp whose harmonic beauty
Leaps alive when it’s heart is strummed

Bind me with a thread of splendor
From the spinneret of your dancing pen
Until I am bound into your web
And thus ensnared until The End

Keith Allen Scalf
6-30-03

Walk With Me

September 3rd, 2006

To know somone truly, is to reach past the superficial physicality of our common nature;  to merge finally, into the more delicate regions beyond.

Perhaps, physicality is a pathway into into this place of grace, where the lucky enamored lead each other.

One thing I know….

To love a woman, a man must enter her.  A man must first receive the blessing of opportunity.   Then, by degrees, he must reach beyond the physical into a fragrant place of emotional sanctuary, where yearning dreams are born.

This is the place of supreme knowing;  where in communion one is both knowing, and known.

It is a journey of trust, to the shared destination of sacred integrity.

 Walk with me….

 

Keith Allen Scalf

Love

September 3rd, 2006

Love is such a curious thing:

Sometimes we pursue it with relentless urgency,  never to

grasp it at all

 

Sometimes we have to let it have it’s own way, allowing it to

describe to our resless hearts that we had it the whole time;

unawares

 

Who can know when love will become our favored guest?

 

It becomes a cautionary tale, to comport ourselves with

hospitality;  lest love search for happier lodgings

 

It is a wonder to me….

That we are not, sometimes:   better hosts

 

 

Keith Allen Scalf

2003 

Pillow Talk

September 3rd, 2006

In secret arms and clandestine kiss

Thy words of love confess

And touch upon my tender heart

Your mystic soul’s caress

 

Join thy breath to whispered words

That urge my breast to swell

And take me, guide me, ease me, sweet !

To realms of love, exhaled

 

Keith Allen Scalf

10/2004 

Requiem

September 3rd, 2006

10 years,  10 years;  

And still the salt tears show:

Like rivers of living water that

Will always deeply flow

 

Our loved ones, so often remembered

These treasures of our past:

Are sinews wed to virtues; 

That in our sanguine pulses last

 

From rivers of living water

We pause to drink our fill

Of raging rushing currents

And eddies whirling thrill

 

Still waters run deep,

And here our loves are cast:

Into pools of salt filled oceans

That live; and forever last

 

Oh, Life !  Oh Love, remembered !

In tears that fall like rain

That forever always nourish

But cannot drown our pain

 

Keith Allen Scalf

5-18-03

Take me Back

September 3rd, 2006

Take me beyond memories,

Back..

When our love was grand

We’ll pick a path and make it last

For now, — I understand

 

You, were me,

And I, was me

There was no room for you

 

You, cried

I, lied

 And now, you say we’re through

 

So, now we part

With broken hearts

You’ve lost the “me” in you

 

And now, I find

To late this time—

The good in me….

Was you

 

 

Keith Allen Scalf

5-06-03

Primal screams

September 3rd, 2006

Sometimes, it can be appropriate to write about our pain.  But, it important that our words describe more than the singularity of our pain.  We can know what the words say, but what do our words say to sustain themselves, or to add commentary to the world at large?  If our words have no point to them, aren’t then, our words pointless? 

Our words may become nothing more than a hapless, empty gothic rant;  all sounds and fury, that signify nothing.   But whose rant is it anyway, and why?

Some words describe little more than the forced exposure of pain, from an undisclosed source;  and from an undisclosed perspective.   We must clear up our live’s ambiguity by adding lending flesh to our words.  Otherwise, we are left only with a noisy skeleton of clattering bones that speak nothing more than:

Life sucks !

I suck

You suck

We suck

They suck

Tough luck

No luck

Down the drain…

Goes the pain

Don’t ask me

I dunno

Down we go!

Oh, no !

Nothing’s changed

All that was

Still remains….

 

Yikes !  Maybe, a little ambiguity is not always such a bad thing.

 

Keith Allen Scalf

 

Bargain Debasements

September 3rd, 2006

Strange how it is, isn’t it?

Some things in this life are so valuable,

That we can only get them for free.

Then, there are those other things;

That are so cheap,

That we end up paying for them our whole

Lives…..

And never pay enough

 

Keith Allen Scalf

2004

 

Memories

September 3rd, 2006

Memories, are morsels prepared for us in the home place of our

Hearts

We chew through the sinews of this food;  tasting for the flavors of love

Imparted by the hands that prepared it

 

Such are the ruminations of life, that nourish our soul’s

Peace

 

Keith Allen Scalf

2003

   
 
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